August 4, 2020, jennifercrokaert.blogspot.com
Xiaera: Fear is gold dust.
J: Well, that’s a staggering thing to say! And yet I can feel your response coming and it makes complete sense.
X: Yes! You have intuited correctly.
For the dark side, fear creates loosh, the negative energy on which they thrive, like a grey soup of pain. For this reason, many on the path of ascension believe that they should not experience fear and that they should ignore or repress it when it does arise.
However, for ascending human beings, fear is gold dust. Allow us to explain why.
You are ascending, you are on the path of self mastery. It is a distortion to believe you should experience no fear, no apprehension and no worries. You are still incrarnated in physical form and you have not ascended completely, therefore the wide palette of human emotions are still within you and flowing through you.
Perhaps we should more aptly say that your awareness of your fear is gold dust.
Becoming aware means that you are honing your internal world with increasing precision, with nuanced awareness of when you are being triggered and where you need to heal. This is an extremely important step in self mastery.
When you notice emotions from the fear spectrum arising – including anxiety, apprehension, panic, feeling trapped, anger (a very important aspect of fear) – then you are no longer being run by that emotion, nor are you being controlled by the wounded part of you that has been triggered.
Noticing fear gives you the opportunity to stop and heal yourself, and healing creates light; it lifts the vibration of all life.
In that moment of awareness, you have the opportunity to nurture and heal the part within who was left unattended to when you were a child. In noticing and approaching your fearful inner child, you free yourself more and you increase the light quotient on the planet. Through tiny steps in your inner world, you create dramatic change in the external world.
It need not be difficult. It could be as simple as whispering to your sacred inner child, ‘I am here my love, you are not alone. I see you are afraid and I’m here to hold you and to help you. Tell me all about it.’
Sometimes you may get a response, an image, a memory, a feeling… sometimes you may feel a slight easing of the tension in your muscles… sometimes you may experience nothing. No matter what the outcome, it is always important to acknowledge your own fears, for they always come from your inner child, in a moment when you that did not receive the love and support you required.
When your fears are unacknowledged, they add to the loosh. When you notice your fears, you harness that energy and you transform it into spiritual gold dust.
Such is the power of your attention and intention: you can transform loosh to spiritual gold dust. That is the path of the Alchemist.
J: Goodness me, that was an exceptionally powerful channel, I feel really out of it right now. Thank you for that fascinating insight.
X: It is our pleasure and our honour to assist you all of you on your path to enlightenment.