You are likely experiencing emotional ups and downs because you are changing in ways you never have before while of the earth.
Perhaps you think such information is merely a cover for the chaos happening in your outer world. We remind you that both your inner and outer worlds are changing dramatically. A similar set of 3D circumstances would include the death of family members, plus a divorce, the birth of a child, moving to a new community, and the start of a new job – all within a week or two.
Your emotional ups and downs are not terrible or unexpected. The difference is you do not have the indicators so common in your 3D world. How can you explain to your loved ones that you feel like crying or laughing at seemingly inappropriate times? Your loved ones do not feel what you feel for they are on a different path.
Because there are fewer commonalities in your new world than in 3D, you cannot explain your sensations to others – or likely even to yourself.
You might respond that COVID-19, politics, or the loss of a job or home explain it all. But such happenings have less to do with your current ups and downs than you might expect. Perhaps those who have been pregnant will understand the unexplainable for those of you surprised by your new mood swings.
Some of you might even fear you are “losing your mind.” We are neither suggesting or not suggesting medical intervention, but instead affirming that what you are likely sensing is a huge internal shift.
You are a forerunner. So as is true for every aspect of your being to date, you are experiencing something no one of the earth has experienced. Even though you experienced prior shifts, those shifts were never this large in this short period of time.
Such is not to frighten you, but instead to allow you to know what you are feeling is to be expected. Those in the following waves will experience something similar later.
Being the first is not pleasant, for not only do you feel emotionally unsteady, but you also do not know why such is so. Leaving you with fears of mental instability and likely, loss of hope.
For during your emotional ups and downs, every unpleasant or seemingly unpleasant aspect of your life is magnified in ways difficult to explain to others, much less yourself.
You are not losing it. You are merely changing it.
Your segments have been part of your totality for some time. Even though those segments have peeked out of your 3D persona once in a while, you are now fully incorporating segment interests and skillsets into your being.
Such is difficult to describe, for you continue to feel much as you did in 3D with a few statements or actions to the contrary. Granted, you discovered that many in your circle of family and friends are not that interesting. And perhaps you vocalized some of your new thoughts and actions. But for the most part, you rested throughout the past year or more preparing for this time. For this time requires every ounce of your being to focus on who you are becoming.
Just as a pregnant woman needs to adapt to the addition of a new being growing within her, you are adapting to a new being fusing and evolving within you.
2020 was your rest and preparation stage. You are now creating anew to prepare for 2021 and beyond.
2021 is not about resting or mulling about who you are to become. You will be that being. You are now giving birth to that new being.
The results will be no more frightening than was true when you gave birth to adult you during your teen years – or if you have given birth to a child. Even though some of the symptoms and emotions of puberty or birth were perhaps frightening, the results were as you hoped. And just as you cannot be a little bit pregnant or a little bit in puberty, you are evolving as rapidly as you once hoped for – and are now fearful of.
This new being you are birthing includes the higher aspects of your 3D being.
Your 3D being remains the Chief Executive Officer (CEO) of new you. At the same time, your CEO is evolving to understand that your new segments have much to offer. Which allows those segments with the most appropriate skills for the specific task you are contemplating to take the leadership role. You are becoming a team instead of a one or two segment leader, as has been true throughout your earth experiences – until now.
Just as a pregnant woman is likely to shift direction and actions to accommodate the life growing within her, so too are you. The difference is the segments within you have an expertise that you, the CEO, do not. So you are not accommodating as does a pregnant woman; you are expanding your skillsets and actions.
For those of you envisioning some ghastly creature growing inside your being, we will add that the major shifts now and in the future are about incorporating your new segments’ skills. You are not becoming a monster throwing out tentacles of fear and power. Instead, you are a Universal being accepting the addition of new skills and interests to create that which you wish to create.
You are changing, and not everyone will appreciate your changes. But you will discover that just as you could not stop your need to initiate your transition years or months ago, you cannot stop this.
So for the next few days, you might fight yourself via emotional ups and downs as you adjust to new you. Or you might find that what you used to love, is no longer comfortable or right for you – which also produces emotional ups and downs.
However you proceed from now on will prepare you for a new life with new directions by or near the beginning of 2021. But because you are the first, this time will seem more difficult than will be true for those waves following. So be it. Amen.
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