You are on your self-love journey. Other forerunners are doing the same.

It Really Is All About You

Dear Ones,

You are likely stuck and have no idea how to move from one place to another. You have tried the techniques so often touted by New Age gurus – breathing, meditating, writing, requesting assistance – and yet, you feel as if your world is crumbling.

What was, is no more. And what is, remains too nebulous for you to attach meaning or your life to.

Is it a world of fear and heaviness, or a world of light? Is it as prophesized, or as you are now experiencing it?

The heaviness you feel is compounded daily by your political, personal, media news, and experiences.

Where is the joy? Where is the fun? But then, once joy and fun re-enter your life, you will forget the pain you are now experiencing.

This pain is not what you expected after experiencing life after earth life of pain preparing for the creation of this New Earth. Even though you knew you would be tested almost beyond endurance in this life, you expected that testing to stop once you and the earth transitioned beyond 3D.

Yet, like a bad movie, you seem to be traumatized over and over again via the media, your neighbors, friends, and relatives. There are so many lines drawn in your sand that others seem to cross, creating havoc in your emotional inner world. So it is you are again traveling that sometimes unpleasant road of discovery as you uncover more and more of who you are.

Many of you voiced that discovering self-love would be your next stage without realizing what doing so actually meant. Self-love is not about merely voicing the words, but also clearing those personal self-doubts, fears, jealousies, and hate that have attached to your being.

You did much of that clearing before helping the earth shift beyond 3D. The pieces you are now grappling with are those that are directly related to you by you. For as you experienced life after earth life, you collected self-hate.

Most often, when any earth life trauma occurred, you became angry at the instigator. At the same time, you withheld a piece of self-worth from yourself. “If I hadn’t been so stupid, this wouldn’t have happened. If I hadn’t selected this family before birth, this wouldn’t have happened.” And on and on. Maintaining rage within and without. The dust bunnies you are discovering within your being are much more about your self-worth screaming to be let out, than rage at another.

But as you have been trained to do for eons, many of you are turning that self-rage into a battle against COVID, a political party, your home, community, family, and friends. You are enraged at the world because you are afraid to go within, to discover those hidden pieces you did not know existed until now.

Self-love is focusing your energy on those hidden pieces.

Even though these hidden self-love pieces are not as dramatic as was true when you cleared the 3D world, they feel equally heavy. Not because they are, but because you thought you were ‘home free,’ that you had cleared every piece necessary to live in joy. And so you will, and so you are. We are merely describing your anger and why it is occurring.

This anger piece will clear in a few days. Allow yourself to feel what you feel, knowing it is a culmination of eons of hiding from yourself. And because you have experienced earth life throughout the spectrum from functioning as a wonderfully loving being to cruelty by you beyond anything you can now envision, it is time for you to let go. And so you are – in rages, anger, fear, jealousy, and sometimes, just pure spite.

You feel as if you have cleared more than anyone of the earth, that you have sacrificed for eons to be where you are emotionally, spiritually, and physically.

We must remind you that forerunners were initially going to exit the earth once you helped the earth move beyond 3D. That plan changed once you decided en masse to remain long enough to experience a world of love and peace. With that decision, you agreed to clear the elements on which you are now focussing.

The 2nd, 3rd, and beyond waves following you cleared many of the pieces you are now addressing before entering earth in this lifetime.

You are doing double duty as it were. But such does not mean that this rage will last for years, months, or even weeks. Allow yourself to experience what you need to experience despite believing that 3D you had ‘left the building.’ Allow yourself to be.

This is a clearing you are allowing yourself to undergo because your major role of helping the earth transition to 3D is complete, and there are enough awakened 2nd and 3rd wave beings for you to move to the next step.

You have retired from helping the earth transition. The earth and its beings are in the good hands of the 2nd and 3rd waves. So it is finally time for you to clear those pieces you no longer wish to remain within your being. Pieces necessary to complete your roles in previous lives but are detrimental to your new being.

An example might be that perhaps you once focused on stopping an enemy from entering your physical earth domain. But by so doing, you harmed or had others killed. So you might have been touted in history as a wise and wonderful leader, yet your inner-being held you accountable for those maimed or killed in your name. Or you might have been one of those maimed or killed, and so you harbored hatred towards the leader who initiated that battle. Both pieces you likely hid deep within you once you exited that life. And so it went, life after earth life.

You have already addressed most of those pieces, but not all. For it is difficult to experience peace and love when you are harboring anger against yourself. This is not a months-long activity. Merely an element of self-love you did not expect. The world has allowed you the time to experience this in the safety of your inner-being as the world supposedly rages in complete chaos. That seemingly complete chaos is no different than overturning a box of puzzle pieces that take shape as the pieces fit together.

You are on your self-love journey. Other forerunners are doing the same. Those of the 2nd and 3rd waves are putting the puzzle pieces together so that once you clear those last pieces of self-love, the world will be in a different place – as will you. So be it. Amen. To receive Brenda’s Blog, please click the Subscribe Button on the upper part of her “Blog & Subscribe” page and then click the – Subscribe to Brenda’s Blog by E-mail – line. Complete your subscription by entering your e-mail address and accepting the e-mail confirmation.

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Gratitude opens the door to feeling God’s Love.

October 11. 2020,

The Gabriel Message Card for this week ~ Gratitude Opens the Door to Feeling God’s Love.

The essential feeling of receiving Divine Love is so inspiring, most of us wish we could feel it all the time. Once we have had that feeling, we may long with every fiber of our being to experience it again, because it is our true state. I have found that when I allow myself to receive this love, it is incredibly nourishing to me on all levels.

The key that Archangel Gabriel suggested in this message really works. When I slow down and move into Gratitude, it feels as though a flood gate opens within me and Divine Love pours in. This love from the Creator of All That Is reminds me of the vast possibilities that are here for me to choose.

You have heard the expression “act as if,” as a way to change your patterns of behavior. I have discovered that prayers of Gratitude have the same power. They invite the miraculous flow of Divine Love to act in our lives. These powerful prayer thoughts create higher frequencies in our energy fields and allow us to open into new levels of consciousness in seemingly miraculous ways.

When we are having an experience of darkness, we do not have to proclaim the highest states of what we ultimately desire in order to change our experience. When we choose to find even the smallest things that we can acknowledge as evidence of Truth and Beauty, it can gracefully lift our consciousness and shift our feelings. I usually also add in Ease and Grace as big components of what I intend to experience.

In times of darkness, Gratitude becomes the way back Home. Sometimes it takes special effort. In those times I need to find something in Nature to inspire me. When I look at a gorgeous tree or a bouquet of flowers, I can more easily thank God for the Beauty as well as what is present in and around me.

Imagine deciding to let the Universe show you things that you can be grateful for. Here is a list of what has changed my consciousness in less than one hour.

  • Deeply inspiring music
  • Books that speak to my heart and inspire truth and love
  • Breathing exercises that soothe me
  • Green outside my window and the beauty of the sanctuary I have created for myself
  • A friend that called for a brisk walk in the fresh autumn air
  • People that send me inspiring messages, so I can choose to read that which uplifts me instead of what scares and confuses me.

When I do any of these exercises, within a very short amount of time, I feel completely different than when I first began my day.

We are in a powerfully transformative time in which small efforts to change the way we feel pay big dividends in body, mind and emotional states. We are the Way-showers. We are creating a new life on Earth as we make choices that serve our highest good.

Changes can happen very quickly now in the dimensional timelines we are learning to integrate.

I have found it useful to give thanks before I see the evidence of what it is I prefer to experience. Here is my prayer today for shifting into an attitude of Gratitude.

Divine Presence,

Thank you for the gifts and blessings you constantly shower upon me. I am so grateful for the Creative Solutions you provide in every area of my life. I am thankful for my health, my Well-being and for knowing that you are guiding me into situations that constantly serve my highest good.

I am grateful for the amazing beauty in this world that surrounds me whenever I take the time to truly see it.

Thank you for helping me to remember to slow down to take deep healing breaths. I am very grateful that I don’t have to tell my heart to beat or my body to digest its food. Thank you for all the gifts of this physical body that works for me in miraculous Divine Order. Thank you for more Balance in every area of life.

For all these blessings and the life I have chosen, I give thanks. And so it is.

Shanta Gabriel

Dear One,

When you feel God’s love, there is a sense of Peace and Harmony within you. This feeling allows you to step back from the drama in your life, and to let the love of God flow into every situation. When Divine Love is flowing freely through you, miraculous healing occurs.

There is one place where you can always go to feel God’s love, and that is in your heart. Gratitude is the attitude that will take you into your heart. It does not matter if you see nothing in your life for which to feel grateful, just the act of putting your hand on your heart and giving thanks opens a door in your heart to allow God’s love in.

When there’s nothing else, you can give thanks for just being alive. It is a gift to be in a human body, which is a miraculous instrument. You can give thanks that your heart beats, that your breathing occurs and digestive processes continue without your conscious direction.

If your life feels like a constant struggle, you can give thanks for the lessons you are learning. On the other side of the struggle is freedom. You can give thanks in advance for such freedom.

Prayer shifts our perspective so we can see a larger picture of what is actually going on in our lives. Prayers of gratitude are very powerful, and stimulate an increased flow of God’s energy into every situation. This energy can create miraculous change for good. It may take a little effort to find something to be grateful for when you are feeling down, but it will create a beautiful shift in your mind when you do so. This shift is the doorway into a new awareness of the greater truth in your life.

The greater truth is that you are never alone and that you are here on Earth to remember your connection to the Divine Presence in your life. You are meant to live a happy, abundant life with deep fulfillment. In order to do this, it is necessary to step out of the problems life presents and into the flow of God’s love, which will bring Creative Solutions. It is as if you step through a doorway into right action, trust, and loving awareness.

Gratitude is the key that unlocks the door to all you are seeking — a simple thing that brings miracles into your life. Remember your message from Archangel Gabriel today:

Gratitude opens the door to feeling God’s Love.

Shanta Gabriel for
Archangel Gabriel

The act of surrender is not giving up, it is giving Up.-AA Gabriel-

Archangel Gabriel through Shelley Young ~ Empowered Surrender

October 11, 2020,

The act of surrender is not giving up, it is giving Up.

It is an incredibly empowered act that fully utilizes the assistance that is available to you. What can you hand over today to be resolved by your loving angels, guides, and helpers?

If you pay close attention to your energetics, you will feel a sense of relief the moment you do so. We hope you will hold the space of faith and trust long enough to be led to the solutions you haven’t been able to find for yourself but you know in your heart must exist.

It brings us the greatest joy when you allow us to serve you, and we are always only a heartfelt request away.

Relationships,Medbeds, Ascension.

I find myself these last years enjoying my connection with my Higher Self very very much and i really appreciate the time that i spend all by myself,some would say they feel lonely,i say:i love it!It is in these times that also sweet memories come to my mind,pictures,music with x-lovers.Yes,i had many of them and feeling very much blessed that it was so,all of them wonderful experiences that elevate me every time i think of each and everyONE of them.Many will say,that once you learned your lessons with an x-lover you need to release it and indeed i have done so while at the same i kept the best of the best moments in my mind and feeling those in my now,allows me to raise my vibration.And besides,whether they know/feel it or not,I consider all my x-lovers to be my best friends.There is not one of them that i don’t feel immense gratitude and love and from that perspective i feel quite lucky for not having been married.I love the feeling of freedom.And i love to feel into the possibilities of what Ascension brings.And somehow,knowing what i know now,it feels like i am able to go back in time,go back to my twenties and start all over again using all the tools that i now have.Just think about it?Can you imagine your lives in a few years from now,being able to get into a Celestial Chambers,Medbed and i don’t care if you are 50,60, 80 or 90 or 110 and being able to go to your twenties or thirties or whatever you choose and start all over again knowing what you know now?I feel we can’t even begin to imagine what the possibilities are and where we go as a United Galactic Humanity.

So Just imagines!!! 🙂



Upgrade by upgrade you are becoming enhanced into the galactic human template that you were always destined to become.

Archangelic Collective & Mother God 10/11/2020-Galaxy Girl-

Greetings humanity, we are the Archangelic Collective. Nine of us are speaking to you simultaneously as one in this now, for numerically 9 is the appropriate number in this now. (Looking up 9 numerology represents completion but not finality). We see our ground team holding strong. The days of polishing the armor for preparedness are long over, you have been in the thick of the energy frequency wars and you are well acquainted with suffering. The number 9 is symbolic for those who have humanitarian interests at heart, for those who have seen suffering and processed their pain behind it, ready to serve the world. We are all serving Gaia, just as are you, reading these words. We serve, we support. We lend our light and wisdom. And yet we are continually being blessed by this cycle of giving, for our strength and wisdom, for understanding and insight is always deepened in this process. Where this one is the fall colors are changing. Such is the collective rainbow of energy frequency within the human collective. Upgrade by upgrade you are becoming enhanced into the galactic human template that you were always destined to become. Just as the wind rustles through the trees, much energy is being pushed at humanity to get their branches to bend and yet you are immobile, you are unbending and the dark ones fear you. They fear their own demise. It is time, we feel, for us to enhance the recent portal upgrades that you have been tenuously receiving to allow more ease and more flow of these energies. (I am seeing and feeling colorful angel wings surround Gaia. They are creating their own prisms of light with the rays that they work with. I am seeing these light rays dissipate the gray smog upon Gaia into brilliant prism light). You can ask to do this for your body systems, dear ones, to allow the ease of further energy flow and enhancement. (Yes please). Let in our light and feel the clearing. Add your own light, your own intention of clearing and partner with us. One must be an active participant with their own healing. (I am feeling prism beams of rainbow light at all angles around them penetrating deeply into cells and DNA. I am filled with light).

We are the Archangelic Collective. You have all been working tirelessly and your work has not gone unnoticed. You are heroes in the galactic and spiritual realm where all is known, loved, appreciated. Where efforts are understood and seen for the energy behind them. We are all aware that this incarnation is proving most difficult for many of you, and that you are weary. Gaia too is most ready. Bring this light healing to her that you have just received. Walk barefoot in the grass. Send her your love and it will be returned a thousandfold to you. For the very nature of giving and receiving is like the infinity symbol that we are showing this one. Giving and receiving continues the flow of life, of healing, of receptivity. You all have many ways you can give. Serving. Healing. Sharing a meal. It need not be only financial, for we see and feel the strain. It will not always be so. Along with the liberation of humanity the liberation of the faulty financial system is at hand and changes are well underway. You are safe, secure, protected, loved, provided for. We feel the frustration of those who have been waiting for some time but please remember this was your assignment to wake up early, an assignment of your own choosing may we remind, and for those who are newly awakening and unaware it will not seem so long. They are beginning to wonder at the smoke and mirrors around them creating internal questions. Send them light and healing. But know that we have all been working tirelessly on many fronts, dimensions and timelines. Know that all is proceeding much more rapidly than was previously anticipated because humanity, the awakened ones are able to hold more light. Partner with your own inner light, connect it to Gaia, to Source and shine. Shine, breathe, be, become and align yourself to truly be the radiant light being that you are. The winds of change are upon Gaia and all upon her are feeling it. We are most grateful for this time and bear witness to these tremendous changes of truth. We are the Archangelic Collective.

This is your Mother God speaking. Children, you are tremendously loved and appreciated. I wrap you in my arms with joy. When you see from behind this crumbling veil, you will understand and you will feel tremendous pride and joy at your accomplishments. Many of you have fulfilled some of your missions already for you are holding the light for the others in tremendous ways. New missions, new paths will be revealed to you shortly, but for now, please rest when you are called to rest. Please be easy and gentle with yourselves as you are surrounded by all of the external chaos. Do not let it touch you. Be rooted and anchored deeply in my love and in the light of truth of deep inner knowing that you are more than capable for this task. (I am seeing mothers over the ages saying goodbye to their adult children. I am seeing wrinkled hands paint warrior paint on young adult faces, mothers saying goodbye to their teens going off to school). You have prepared and you are enough and we are with you. I am with you. Feel surrounded by the Archangels, by all of those cheering you on and eagerly watching your successes. The light is brighter now with every passing moment. This exposes the darkness that seems to remain. Pay it no heed. Play, laugh, read, recharge. Hold the frequency of love and hope and you are doing Gaia and all humanity a tremendous service.

I am your Mother God. I surround you with the tenderest of love. I am so proud of my children, so proud. Be proud of each other, and encourage one another on this narrow road. (I am seeing a sliver of a golden pathway along the very edge of a steep mountain. I am seeing this is the road we have been on for sometime but looking behind me more are coming, the golden road must be expanded to accommodate. Yet the road is already at the very edge of the steep mountain rims. I am seeing the golden road behind me expand and become wide enough for the people to walk more enmasse. The golden hue on the right remains the same but the extension is rainbow, shimmering and alive. I am seeing masses of humanity walk this road, helping each other. If one falls there are many hands extended to pull them up. We light workers are not alone, but if we still feel alone it is our choice. We are leading. Leaders often feel alone but our work has been worth it. I am seeing through tears of joy. Mother is crying as well). Children you are so loved, so appreciated. (I am seeing beneath the rainbow road the angels, spiritual families, Mother and Father, as well as all of the intentions and prayers of healing for humanity are all holding up the bridge). I am your Mother God. Not much longer children, not much longer. Feel my joy at your presence and be at peace.

~ galaxygirl

Art Work :Mark Eden